I haven't made a post in a while. I feel like i need to let a lot of things out right now so i'm using this blog to vent because i have no where else to and i just love this blog even though i don't update it properly. I've been watching a lot of movies lately, Nick and Norahs infinite playlist being one of the ones i have connected with, i liked Remember Me but it was a little to deep for my situation. So on my other blog (www.breakmybones.tumblr.com) i have talked to people from everywhere in this world, England, Mexico, Singapore, Australia. The last one being my favorite because it's this guy named Ben. And though he's a year younger than me i believe and still in high school, i'm intensely attracted to him. Emotionally, sexually, physically (not in every sense of the word because we live on two different ends of the earth) just everything about him is what i want right now. how he tells me i'm beautiful, and that when he talks to me he's happy. i feel like an idiot when i talk to him, or when i wait till 4:00 am so i can talk to him on msn, but isn't that how crushes are suppose to make you feel...like a complete and total idiot, like you won't be able to sleep until you talk to them. I know it may seem unrealistic but i want to be with him, i want just everything with him. We've talked about it and just a long distance realtionship can not happen...i wouldn't mind one, but i think he's scared that i'll cheat on him. and i'm scared he'll cheat on me. He's a day ahead of me and i wouldn't even be able to sleep if i knew he was like out and stuff. It's a completely foolish relationship or whatever it is we have going on here. but i love it. everything he tells me, and the things he wishes he could do with me, i'm just here eating it all up for the moment. I've had relationships, i've had sex... but i've never had conversations with a guy like the ones i've had with him. And i'd rather have sex with a guy that knows how to keep a conversation interesting than a guy that knows how to make me orgasm, though i think ben could probably do both... lol.

arggggg i hate distance and  hate time and i hate that it seperates us from things we've never had before. but i'm going to make it last for as long as i can...if anything i'll be able to say i have an amazing friend i know in australia <3 :]

I've been gone to to longgg!

I'm back! My last post was WAY before christmas! Woah! So since then Christmas and New Years have passed! For Christmas i actually got EVERYTHING i wanted! My coach purse is probably the best one that i got! I posted a picture in one of my older blog posts, check it out! and i got this jewlery box, but it's huge! So needless to say it's filled with all of my jewlery! My sister bought me some really cute berrets from Forever21 and though i've only worn one i plan on wearing the sparkly one soon. i also got another Audrey Hepburn picture. Oh and uhhh-mazing bedding from Target, it's this faux lace pattern and has teal lining and it's sooo pretty! I'm done with pink girly stuff, onto sophisticated womanly things ;]. I also got tons of lady things from Victorias Secret! I got the makeup brushes i've been asking for and a new CHI iron, it's purple with pink sparkly polka dots! so cute! And then New Years Eve came around. Me and my bestfriend where planning on going to a club for the first time but the truth is...we where soooo scared! We are so silly! but we're good girls and never have been to a club before so we just opted to going to a friends party on the FAR east side of town. So we show up and there's nothing but boys! YAY! :) haha but yeah it was another 7 hours of beer pong, pool playing, shot taking, counting down, kissing, fun times haha! Thank god i didn't drink to much cuz i sobered up before we went home and apparently there were tons of check points! yikes! but i made it home safely! and it was so much fun ! i loveeeee this new year! so much to look forward to! It's already the end of January though! ahhhh! crazy! but i'm so looking forward to spring break! so stoked so hopefully i'll be posting more often ;]!

xoxoxo
lynnlovesmakeup<3

Last Christmas I Gave You My Heart...

Christmas is right around the corner! The smell of cinammon and pine fill the air! i love it! Christmas is my favorite time of the year. Not only because of the presents, but because of the decorations! It just brings out the happiness in me! And i live in an area where we get a good amount of snow, not too much but just enough to satisfy me! i love walking in my house and my cheeks and nose a red! And i love having to wear coats and gloves and scarves! I also love Family! Even though this year it's just me and my mom and dad and sister, it's still fun :)! Hopefully next year we'll have a big family christmas, where my family from california visits...or maybe we'll make a trip to california...yah never know! So what are some of your Holiday traditions? whether it's christmas or new years! let me know in the comments below!

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chillin watching the cma's. one word tag, i tag everybody hehe :)

ONE WORD ANSWERS!
Where's your cell phone: bed


Your hair: wet

Your mother: happy

Your father: eating

Favorite food: mexican

Dream last night: weird

Favorite drink: tea

What room are you in: mine

Hobby: cosmetology

Fear: dieing

Where were you last night: home

Something that you aren't: fake

Muffins: blueberry

Wish list item: car

Where did you grow up: texas

What are you wearing: pj's

Your pets: kitty

Friends: dunno

Something you're not wearing: makeup

Favorite store: forever21

Favorite color: pink

Last time you laughed: earlier

Your best friend: nuvia

Best place you go to over and over: california
Person who emails you regularly: nobody

Favourite place to eat: home :)
 
 
 
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lynnlovesmakeup<3333

boys boys boys

I've been thinking a lot lately about boys. ha ha argh and one in particular, he's never left my mind though. i think I've always liked him, he's funny and he's sweet. but he has such an enormous ego. it sucks so bad. he's the perfect guy for me in every way except for that fact that he has such a big head! he's been in a lot of my dreams and i day dream about him a lot. I'm so delusional...i actually think that one of these days he might change. I've even cried over him, about how he never notices me and though I've always been there for him and i even was there for him when he was feeling bad about himself because he couldn't get this beautiful girl...i mean she's in pageants for Christ sake, he didn't notice me one bit. i hated him for so long after that but he always pulls me back in with that smile and goofiness. he has so many feelings for these other girls...i wish he knew that all of those feeling are exactly what i have for him. i think I'll forever be attracted to him and he'll always be the guy i day dream about. for CM(his initials) ha :P

i know...pretty pathetic right.... argggg

goodnight xoxoxo
lynnlovesmakeup

so :)

i am so new to blogging, well sort of. i had a blog i think...on buzz-net but i couldn't really keep up with it. hopefully i am able to keep this one steady and i hope to post as much as i can about my life :).

so far my start to fall has been...well rocky. i am currently getting ready to test for my cosmetology license. getting my name out in my community is a big part of it. so I'm doing a lot of manikin work and work on my family, just frequent hair cuts and color and i do some hair styles every now and then.

i was sick this past week, with the flu...or swine flu. it was not a good feeling at all. usually i like being sick, staying home and curling up in my fleece blanket is something i wish i could do more often, but it's kind of hard to do that when you're sneezing every five minutes, and i can hardly swallow. i think i had it worse because i do have a chronic lung condition, and the whole throat sneezing stuffy nose thing did not help with my asthma. so it was not fun at all.

but i am all better now, this week i am buckling down and getting things done. i will be shopping for my Halloween costume this coming Thursday, i know a little late, but i wasn't sure if i was going to be doing anything. but i think I'll probably go to the club or to a house party with my best friend. if not i have a back up costume that i can wear to pass out candy to the little cuties.

i just wanna say that this blog will be a compilation of things that are going on in my life. it won't be directed to one thing, it won't all ways be about hair or makeup, and it won't all ways be about my life. just things that happen haha i guess...

well i hope to find some amazing stories on here and i hope everybody else likes my stories.

xoxoxox
lynnlovemakeup