boys boys boys

I've been thinking a lot lately about boys. ha ha argh and one in particular, he's never left my mind though. i think I've always liked him, he's funny and he's sweet. but he has such an enormous ego. it sucks so bad. he's the perfect guy for me in every way except for that fact that he has such a big head! he's been in a lot of my dreams and i day dream about him a lot. I'm so delusional...i actually think that one of these days he might change. I've even cried over him, about how he never notices me and though I've always been there for him and i even was there for him when he was feeling bad about himself because he couldn't get this beautiful girl...i mean she's in pageants for Christ sake, he didn't notice me one bit. i hated him for so long after that but he always pulls me back in with that smile and goofiness. he has so many feelings for these other girls...i wish he knew that all of those feeling are exactly what i have for him. i think I'll forever be attracted to him and he'll always be the guy i day dream about. for CM(his initials) ha :P

i know...pretty pathetic right.... argggg

goodnight xoxoxo
lynnlovesmakeup

so :)

i am so new to blogging, well sort of. i had a blog i think...on buzz-net but i couldn't really keep up with it. hopefully i am able to keep this one steady and i hope to post as much as i can about my life :).

so far my start to fall has been...well rocky. i am currently getting ready to test for my cosmetology license. getting my name out in my community is a big part of it. so I'm doing a lot of manikin work and work on my family, just frequent hair cuts and color and i do some hair styles every now and then.

i was sick this past week, with the flu...or swine flu. it was not a good feeling at all. usually i like being sick, staying home and curling up in my fleece blanket is something i wish i could do more often, but it's kind of hard to do that when you're sneezing every five minutes, and i can hardly swallow. i think i had it worse because i do have a chronic lung condition, and the whole throat sneezing stuffy nose thing did not help with my asthma. so it was not fun at all.

but i am all better now, this week i am buckling down and getting things done. i will be shopping for my Halloween costume this coming Thursday, i know a little late, but i wasn't sure if i was going to be doing anything. but i think I'll probably go to the club or to a house party with my best friend. if not i have a back up costume that i can wear to pass out candy to the little cuties.

i just wanna say that this blog will be a compilation of things that are going on in my life. it won't be directed to one thing, it won't all ways be about hair or makeup, and it won't all ways be about my life. just things that happen haha i guess...

well i hope to find some amazing stories on here and i hope everybody else likes my stories.

xoxoxox
lynnlovemakeup