boys boys boys

I've been thinking a lot lately about boys. ha ha argh and one in particular, he's never left my mind though. i think I've always liked him, he's funny and he's sweet. but he has such an enormous ego. it sucks so bad. he's the perfect guy for me in every way except for that fact that he has such a big head! he's been in a lot of my dreams and i day dream about him a lot. I'm so delusional...i actually think that one of these days he might change. I've even cried over him, about how he never notices me and though I've always been there for him and i even was there for him when he was feeling bad about himself because he couldn't get this beautiful girl...i mean she's in pageants for Christ sake, he didn't notice me one bit. i hated him for so long after that but he always pulls me back in with that smile and goofiness. he has so many feelings for these other girls...i wish he knew that all of those feeling are exactly what i have for him. i think I'll forever be attracted to him and he'll always be the guy i day dream about. for CM(his initials) ha :P

i know...pretty pathetic right.... argggg

goodnight xoxoxo
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